Tuesday, February 28, 2012
You should have offer to help
You know your friend needed it badly
But you wouldn't even lift a finger to help
All I know is that you've been BS'ing all along...
Is it because it's behind-the-scene dirty work
And nobody will see you sweating it out?
I bet you will want to stay in the front line
Where everyone'll praise you for helping out
"She's so nice for helping out" Is this what you want?...READ THIS "MY ASS!"
I know you've been eyeing for that role
Frankly speaking, it is not meant for you!
Not ever just because I know what you did
What you did behind my friend's back!
Backstabbing and spreading malicious lies with that damn mouth of yours
I wonder why you wanted that role so much
Is it because that you are now back on the market?
You looked like a famished predator to me
Desperately preying for 'food' in the meat market
Seeing you've been eyeing every possible prey that evening
I know you tried hard to avoid my gaze and you hate me at the same time you've been curious about me. Oh man, you are pathetic but I sure like it when I know you hate me.
$1,295 - barneys.com
£1,265 - harrods.com
£39 - jigsaw-online.com
$25 - lancome-usa.com
$49 - roomandboard.com
£17 - monsoon.co.uk
£131 - debenhams.com
Monday, February 27, 2012
These few years I've always been able to keep my emotions in rein. I always know what I want in life. Did I got overwhelmed by my bestie's wedding day or something? Been receiving different messages with the same meaning lately.
Is a greater force in this universe trying to tell me something? Telling me that I've been wrong about my standing all this while?
First I'll need some professional mourners. Since I'm paying for it, I'm going to get some good looking male mourners among them. They will have to sob openly in the public and I want lots of wailing along my funeral procession. Smart black attire will be dress code. The procession will be accompanied by a eight piece band parading along with my casket playing The Band Perry's 'If I die young' piece. Media coverage will be essential too, how else would the world see that I can have so many mourners when I died?
A reminder for myself to clearly state this in my will and to set aside a generous amount of fund for this elaborate plan of mine. A good executor will be needed to make this work.
Another quest to be conquered...
Sunday, February 26, 2012
The craziest thing is I'm totally excluded from this saying. Where do I come from? What language of love do I speak? I don't know. Perhaps I belong to the Andromeda galaxy, far away from our planet and yet the nearest spiral galaxy to the Milky Way.
An unresolved dilemma..
Now, I really wish that I could open up a little shop selling these cute dolls as I can't get enough of them. Isn't it a bit too late for someone like me to go crazy over these dolls?
Spanish Potato with Chorizo
For the main star: Browning the bacons
And also the chicken
Going to simmer this for a while, this is going to be great.
The making of the beurre manié :Creaming of the butter with flour to thicken the gravy
Preparing the side dish:I love chorizo
Served with tomato and garlic flavored wholemeal toast to soak up all of the wonderful gravy.
And Konyaku jelly for dessert
But started wearing make up very late hence my horrible passport picture. Couldn't really go out from the house without any makeup on nowadays.
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
I lied in my bed that evening with the pain trying to re-evaluate my priorities and re-discovering myself. I prayed hard that the pain will go away soon and made a one sided deal with GOD. I prayed that I will never die before my Elise does. That HE'll grant me a sickness free but short life. Begged that HE won't dragged my life for too long plagued with sickness. I realized that I trusted nobody at all, nobody that could take care of me if I needed it. I've been pushing myself too hard by the thought of it. This is why I always feel so irritated all the time. Doing everything by myself and trusting nobody.
Would I be happier if I could let go? Would it be a better place for me if I simply settled for less in every aspect of my life? Would imperfection make me content?
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
This ain't the first time nor the last time that I commited this faux pas. I can't differentiate between a dog and a wolf. Mistaken someone's wolf tattoo for a dog. I even complimentated how cute her dog is.
Called the beautiful white wolf display at Gallo by Thian a dog today. Thank God the designer herself didn't hear this.
It's really insulting, I mean me as the insulter. Those who feel offended, you may slap me if that could make you feel better.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Those who really genuinely cared and loved, will always have your best interest in their heart. They wished for the best for you and they never tell you to settle for less in your life. And I found a keeper! Happy Valentine's Day!
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Most the time I would rather stay home and play with Elise. Is it possible that I love my pet too much? I find it safer, easier and more emotionally fulfilling to focus on Elise, who is never demanding or critical, and would never leave me feeling rejected, abandoned or even betray me.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
It's also some kind of escape for me, from this real world. What will it be like if I live in that period of time or who will I be?
The Impressions of the West Lake by Zhang Yimou in Hangzhou had me watched in awe and I'm hoping to watch it again soon.
Yang Concubine defined a different meaning of beauty...
Ancient costume dramas with English subtitles of course