I love Linkin Park, so what?

From their single " In the end" til now, I love their music. They are single amazing. But all those around me seems to have very good taste in music. They insulted me for liking Linkin Park. Said their music is lousy and noisy at the same time. Meaning I have bad taste? F*ck them...

Everyone has their own preference for different thing in life. I listen to whatever music that I like and I wear what I like. What gives these people the right to judge me for my preference? Some people are just plain irritating. Stupid people. Why am I always being surrounding by these assholes? It was said birds of same feather flocks together . I agreed to this statement at certain point but somehow this can't be apply to the situation here. It's a totally different thing. I am being condemned for things I like. WTF...

Anyone going to join me for their concert this time? I never have the chance to go for one yet....

HSBC Feeding Me Bullshit

I have been a client of HSBC for quite some time and a joint account with my domestic servant since 2011 was one of them. Everything WENT smoothly and the service WAS great. Please observe that I emphasized on the past tense with capital wordings.


And now the bullshit part begins:

I went to HSBC Bangsar branch with my new domestic servant this morning. I had postponed all my appointments at salon to a later time today as I thought it would just take a while as this bank never gives me any trouble BEFORE. I waited for almost half an hour for my turn. The officer named Nurul asked for the reason for opening the account. That was strange, never had I have to inform any bank about this. NEVER. I told her it was for payroll purpose. She took our identity card and passport and after a few minutes she came back and told me that we can't open a joint account. WTF.....

The reason is that this is the standard procedure of the bank and it was implemented since long time ago. Way back before 2011? She told me yes. I tell you, by this time I was already furiously boiling in my head. My previous joint account was opened in 2011 and she still insisted that the stupid procedure was started way before that and she had double checked with her superior Miss Uma. Then why the hell they allowed me to do that back then? Whose fault was that? Mine? If it was supposed to be a standard one, everything should be the same. If they

told me something reasonable I'll be gladly accepted it. This is not. Do I look like a donkey or something?

NONSENSE. In the end I was told that I couldn't do it because I'm supposed to have a relationship with the other person named in the account. Relationship? Employer and employee relationship is also a relationship right? What's the difference of my relationship with my previous servant and this current one? Not that I gave birth to her that we had a closer relationship or something. How about I marry my maid then? Damn, talking to this person really wasted my time and energy. She was trying to feed me all kinds of crazy shits to deter me from opening an account there. She might as well tell me to close all the accounts that I have with them as I don't have relationship with their boss.

Or are they having social discrimination? Maids are not allowed? Then the bank should raise the amount required to open an account. RM200 is too little. Any Tom, Dick or Harry on the street also can afford it. Make it RM200k instead. Ban low income folks and ban me too after this post is published. Get the security guard scan and kick out those people. Kick me out as well, if they dare to do it.

My time totally wasted and I had to cancel my appointments at work as I have to go to another bank nearby, Maybank( they are fast and efficient). The HSBC's time is precious, mine? Is rubbish right?

What kind of service is this? What kind of human that gives this kind of excuses? What kind of big corporate that treat their clients like this? It's HSBC. Kudos to you, for treating your client like an idiot. Keep up with the ridiculous nonsense.

Laughing Is Good

It's been awhile since I last went for Comedy Kao Kao. I've missed it a lot. Missed spending the evening doing nothing but laughing. Laughing is good. It makes your problems stay at bay, but only for temporary. I finally managed to make it last evening, YAY!!

Dr Jason Leong never fails to makes me laugh especially with his shortest one word joke of the evening. Malaysian jokes that hit the base at home. Captain Khalid was in the house too. I thought he was creepy when I first see him but he is damn funny. 

Well, the evening was well spent...laughing.

11062013

It was Rip:60 then Jillian Michaels 30 days Shred and it's time to kill and rebuilt those core muscles. Lower calories intake and melt more of those stubborn fats away. I've been a very good girl these few weeks. Lesser cheat days and eating mostly health food which I used to hate (lesser means lesser doesn't means it doesn't exist and it's essential to keep my sanity intact). I called them non human food. A feat for me. They don't really taste that bad, just have to play around with the ingredients, throw in some creativity and voila! Delicious and nutritional meal at the same time.

     Garbanzo beans in the form of 

                     Hummus

        Low fat and calories, high fibre         

                    Ochazuke

    Made some high fibre low sugar PB    

                        cookies

     Combination of corn flakes with 

     muesli and gluten free skimmed milk

        First attempt for quinoa muffins

     Low GI fusili and tuna with not so  

      sinful dressing(cayenne for aiding 

      metabolic function,EVOO&balsmic 

      vinegar)

I worked on JM's 30 Days Shred for more than 30 days and I'm now on the second day of Jillian Michaels 6 week six pack with additional squats, front rows, dips and shoulder press. Boy, I can really feel it's effect now. My core muscles are feeling the pain now. Must really work it up for the handstand. 3 more days to go for this week! No pain no gain! 

Shit, I feel like a damsel in distress

Day 5: Still having these recurring nightmares where I'm stuck at this busy junction and driving a manual car that just keeping dying on me. Its was 11 years ago that I got my driving license and my own car both almost at the same time. It was very courageous of me to drive around the busy town immediately after that. Things were always like that. I never have the chance to learn things slowly one at a time or practice whatsoever. I was always forced to pick things up right there and then. No time to think, no time to hesitate. No matter what's the circumstances, I just can't back out. I just don't have the choice. 

The feeling was kind of liberal back then. I was going everywhere ever since. Never have to be at the mercy of others when I  need them to give me a ride. Leaving whenever I want to, especially if I was meeting someone and that person was so not interesting, etc etc. Never have to wait for others. It was great until now. 

 My movements are restricted. Everything had to be couriered or delayed. I can't even go groceries  shopping! Thank goodness for home deliveries. I still have my health food supply. Else I don't know what kind of shit that I'll be eating for these few weeks.

But how about the rest of my life? I feel so helpless ,hopeless ,useless ,miserable .....without a car. Public transportation here sucks and I just hate the feeling of being at the mercy of someone else again. Asking for help seems like a foreign concept to me now. Perhaps, I was on my own for too long. 

A friend of mine jokingly reminded me that it's time for me to start looking for a boyfriend, maybe a temporary one for these few weeks. Friends ,boyfriends....I don't know, the idea of having to rely on someone else just doesn't feel right to me. Feels weird. I feel 'Shit, I have to rely on others now'. Maybe it were some bad experiences that I had when I had to ask for help. People showing me shit face, some family members somemore. People said I used them and cast them aside afterwards which never was my intention.  I treated him as one of my close friend and asked for his help, had to leave as soon as it was done. I thought he would understand but he didn't. People that always forced me to do things I hated insisting that I owed them a favor. I used to think that helping others is out of goodwill and not expecting return immediately. I always tried to return their kindness in someways. Proper ways that is within my  capabilities. But people never thought of it that way. They just make you feel like you are an asshole for asking for help in the first place and not returning their favor immediately just the way they wanted it.  

 So, is it even right for me to ask for help?

Damn Car

Dear readers,

Take public transportations, walk, cycle or whatever. Just don't buy the damn national cars. The pricing isn't really that cheap with the crazy tax. You will spend loads of money fixing it here and there even when it's a brand new car. People used to be skeptical when the Proton Saga and also Perodua Kancil were first launched and eventually those 2 models were one of the best one they ever had. Most people has been driving them for years and not much complains. 

As the years goes by, things are supposed to be improving and by right the current models will be even better. But that's not the case here. Those companys are going backward. Their intelligence are rotting and giving rotten quality cars. The only thing improved is their bank accounts at the expenses of our safety. No wonder that the rich is getting richer and the poor is getting poorer.

If I were to drive at the usual speed on the highway last night, I supposed I won't be able to blog this entry. Could be in the hospital or something. My car were sandwiched between 2 other cars and mine was seriously dented and theirs were just minor scratches. Is the car made of plastic or something? This is ridiculous. 

People, please don't support this brand anymore. It's a total rip off. You can get a much better and safer car with that amount of money that you paid for that damn car. Unless if you are feeling suicidal, this car can really serve its purpose well.

How Many Times Do I Need To Repeat This

If you want to ask me out, just ask if I'm free. Don't try interrogate where am and what am I doing at that moment. The worse thing is as if I have to report to you my activities before and after that. Or you pretend to ask me out just to find out what I'm doing at the moment?  F*ck! What kind of shit is this?! Like I've said it many times before, I don't f*cking answer to anyone! Get it?

14042013 Walking on Nature

Good morning San Francisco, done with my daily workout and I'll be leaving today for Fresno.

Yosemite National Park's on the itinerary today.  A designated World Heritage Site since 1984, it's one of the most scenic spot in western United States. We are lucky that there were some foresighted brilliant individuals that worked hard to protect this place from development allowing us to have a chance to stand right here today. There are deep valleys, grand meadows and ancient giant sequoias surrounding this area. Can't think of any suitable words to describe this beautiful place, only some beautiful pictures to share.

In admiring mode til I felt a stabbing pain in my foot, my shoes was biting me

                                       Since I'm here, I'm going to closest that I can to see the Bridal Veil

All wet from the mist of the fall but I've made it!

Someday I wanna travel around in the RV

Hello and goodnight ......