I fought so hard to keep it away,
I thought that I have won the battle,
Thought I could live like anyone else.
Slowly,it creeps into my mind,
Poisoning my soul as it goes,
Destroying my body.
I'm feeling so restless now,
My body struggling for air,
My eyes are straining to see things properly.
It has happened so many times,
So many times that I've lost count,
Frequency doesn't really matters to me now.
There's only one thing that matters now,
Will I defeat it again?
Will I ever survive this battle?