New Orleans

New Orleans,
Holding so much fascination about this place,
The religion and the people,
The most well known one being the Mardi Gras.

New Orleans,
Stories and legends originate from this place too,
Witches,vampires,voodoo and so on,
Are they real?

New Orleans,
It a magical place to me,
It's working it's charm on me,
Even when I'm half way across the earth from it.

New Orleans,
What really makes me feel that way,
It's mysterious and charming at the same time,
The feeling's just unexplainable.

New Orleans,
Will it be like what i've always imagined?
Just like what I read in books?
Or what I've always dreamed about?

Sexual Attraction

Sexual attraction........
What does it means to me?
My ability to attract in or
erotically attracted to another person ?
I think it's very important in a relationship.
What's the point if two people in relationship
that is void of sexual attraction? It's a waste
of time.

To me,it's a very funny emotion.
That people can be attracted to each other
sexually without love.But not love without sex.

Way too many times that people tend to over
analyze on their crush subject.We did some mental
rundown on our subject's lifestyle and hobbies or even their
physical attributes to confirm our feelings for them.Putting
in a lot effort to get to know each other.But things still don't
work out for them.What really happened?
It's lack of sexual attraction between them.

Well,human learn through trial and errors. I think we should
change our perceptionof love. Shallow some may say, but I
think we should be able to pass the 'Sexual Attraction' test
before anything else.

It's not fair!!

It's not fair!
While you worked your ass off,
When some douchbag takes all the credits,
Without even a word of gratitude.

It's not fair!
When some bitch wants her own privacy,
While she pokes her bloody nose into your business,
With no respect for you.

It's not fair!
While you're making effort to work things out,
When some asshole just sit there and do nothing,
As if they are the BOSS.

It's not fair!
While you worked to earn a living,
When some people tried to lay their hand on your income,
Some bloody free loaders.

It's not fair!
While you just want to be yourself,
When some people criticizes and judges you,
Who do they think they are?GOD?

It's not fair!
When you want to be a better person,
While some people went on smearing campaign,
So that you'll be among the dirt like them.

It's not fair!
When you sacrifice for love,
While somebody abused you,
Treating you inhumanely.

It's not fair!
When you worked hard established something,
While some people tried to take it away from you,
As if they deserve it.

It's not fair!
When you are born as who you are,
While somebody tried to deny your ethnicity,
As if you need their permission to be who you are.

It's not fair!
While you are docile in nature,
When somebody will try to manipulate you to their advantage,
Like a pawn in the chess game.

It's not fair!
While somebody always preached their " holier than thou" attitude on you,
When they are just trying to justify their own fault,
Painting you in the color of their own guilt.

It happened again....

I fought so hard to keep it away,
I thought that I have won the battle,
Thought I could live like anyone else.

Slowly,it creeps into my mind,
Poisoning my soul as it goes,
Destroying my body.

I'm feeling so restless now,
My body struggling for air,
My eyes are straining to see things properly.

It has happened so many times,
So many times that I've lost count,
Frequency doesn't really matters to me now.

There's only one thing that matters now,
Will I defeat it again?
Will I ever survive this battle?